Deserting Jesus

Then everyone deserted him and fled.

Mark 14:50

Jesus went into the Garden of Gethsemane with 11 disciples, but He came out alone.

At first, the disciples tried to resist Jesus’ arrest. One of them drew his sword and attacked a man in the mob. But once it became clear that Jesus wasn’t going to resist, once it became clear that He would surrender, and that He was going to be put on trial…well then…then the disciples all fled.*

In fact, Mark’s gospel tells us that there was a young man who wasn’t one of the 11 disciples who was also there. As the mob tried to seize him and he wriggled away his linen garment was torn. He fled from that place naked, leaving the garment behind. I think that detail is included to show us just how desperate and panicked the disciples felt in that moment.

The old Puritan Pastor Matthew Henry captures the point I want to make here rather succinctly. He says, “It is easier to fight for Christ than [it is] to die for him.”**

Before he was stripped of His clothes and hung on the cross, He was first stripped of all friendly support. It wasn’t just that Judas betrayed Him. It was also that EVERYONE deserted Him. No one was willing to suffer with Jesus in the end.

Are you? Are you willing to suffer with Jesus? Or like the disciples, will you run away when true suffering comes? Will you disappear, go home, or fall silent to avoid suffering for Jesus? Have you already begun to draw back?

Let us learn from the disciple’s mistake. Make up your mind now that you are willing to suffer for your Lord should it ever come to that. That no matter what, you will stand with Jesus even if it means your life.

* John D. Grassmick, “Mark,” in The Bible Knowledge Commentary: An Exposition of the Scriptures, ed. J. F. Walvoord and R. B. Zuck, vol. 2 (Wheaton, IL: Victor Books, 1985), 181.

** Matthew Henry and Thomas Scott, Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary (Oak Harbor, WA: Logos Research Systems, 1997), Mk 14:43.

He Sees Past Your Failures

“You will all fall away,” Jesus told them, “for it is written: “‘I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep will be scattered.’ But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.”

Mark 14:27–28

Jesus knows His disciples will scatter and abandon Him in His hour of greatest need, and He tries to prepare them for it. He tells them they will all fall away, but that He will meet them in Galilee after He has risen.

Notice that even though Jesus knows they will abandon Him and fail Him and prove unfaithful to Him at the worst possible moment, yet He loves them still! Jesus doesn’t cast them out early. He doesn’t say, “You are all gonna fall away, so just go ahead and get out of my sight now." Jesus isn’t speaking to them in anger, but with a sense of sorrow and compassion. He is trying to prepare them for what’s ahead. And He makes a special point to give them hope for reconciliation after their failure. That is why He mentions the resurrection. He wants them to know where they can gather again after they have been scattered so that they will not be lost forever.

What Jesus does is He looks beyond their failure and sees their potential. He sees what they will become. So, He deals gently with their failures in the meantime until they are fully formed into the apostles who will shake the world after His ascension.

I want you to know that Jesus is the same with you. He knows you will fail. And He sees your failures coming, but He loves you still. And He sees past your failures to what you will become, what He is making you into. So, do all you can to avoid failing Him, but when you do fail, know that He isn’t surprised. When you fail, don’t run away from Him for good, but rather go back to the place where you first met Him, at that place called repentance and be reconciled to Him. And let Him keep shaping you through your failures into the mature Christian He wants you to be.

Setting the Table

So he sent two of his disciples, telling them, “Go into the city, and a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him. Say to the owner of the house he enters, ‘The Teacher asks: Where is my guest room, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?’ He will show you a large room upstairs, furnished and ready. Make preparations for us there.”

Mark 14:13-15

Mark, the gospel writer, could have jumped straight into the Last Supper but he chooses not to. He takes the time to draw our attention to the fact that without preparation there wouldn’t have been a meal at all. This is true of every meal. Someone has to set the table. Someone has buy and cook the food. Drinks have to be poured. All of this is necessary before there can be a meal.

And in the case of the Last Supper, Jesus sends two disciples to make preparations. Luke’s gospel reveals to us that it was Peter and John whom Jesus sent to make preparation. And since this was a Passover Meal, the preparations would have included making sure the room was in order, gathering the supplies, and finally “preparing the lamb, the bitter herbs, the unleavened bread, the wine, the crushed fruit, etc.”*

Now, I don’t know if preparing the Passover Meal was considered a great honor or if it was something that servants normally did. But I can tell you that without Peter and John prepping the herbs and purchasing the lamb and doing all the work that was required to make that meal possible, without that behind the scenes preparation, there would have been no Lord’s Supper.

And I think this is a good reminder for us that there are a lot of people who do work behind the scenes. And those people and the work they do matter... a lot. Someone cooks the meals and washes the clothes and cleans the toilets in your home. None of those are particularly glamorous jobs, but they are all necessary. And your life, and the lives of your family, are made better by the person or persons who do that work. And at your church, you may not think about who runs sound on Sunday morning, but without them you wouldn’t be able to hear the sermon or the music. You may not know who is on the Building and Grounds Committee, but without them the roof would leak and there would be no working HVAC units. You may not know who works in the preschool and children’s area, but without them your children would be neglected.

So, understand that service matters, because it makes everything else possible. And sometimes, it is the small jobs... the behind the scenes jobs, the jobs that you don’t even think about, that make everything else possible. So, be thankful for those who serve you. And make sure that you find your own way to serve both at home and at church.

*Ross H. McLaren, “Mark,” in CSB Study Bible: Notes, ed. Edwin A. Blum and Trevin Wax (Nashville, TN: Holman Bible Publishers, 2017), 1587.

To Know Him is to Fear Him

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.

Proverbs 9:10

What exactly does it mean to fear the Lord? The word ‘fear’ that is used in this verse (in the original language) means ‘fear, terror, respect, reverence or an attitude of deep respect tinged with awe.’ I think the fear of the Lord is all of these things. I think it is multi-faceted. I think fearing God means that you are filled with “fear, respect and awe” for God in the right proportion at the right time.

Now, I am going to go out on a limb here and guess that you don't have a problem with the ideas that we should respect God or be in awe of Him. But the idea that we should fear Him, at all in any way, is hard for some of you to accept. But the simple truth is that no one who rightly comprehends who God is can help but fear Him. 

There is no way you can encounter a God who is perfectly holy- as pure as raging fire, a God who is all-powerful - not just the most powerful being but the source of all power in the entire universe, a God who is all-knowing - who knows you and sees you like no one else does, the Creator of the Heavens and the earth- a God who made everything that has been made, a God who sustains all life (even your life) by His Word, a God with no beginning and no end, a God who has always existed, a God who hates sin and will one day judge all mankind, a God for whom all things exist and without whom nothing would exist… it’s impossible for any creature to rightly comprehend who that God is and not quake in their boots, not fear Him, not bow in awe before Him.

It reminds me of C.S. Lewis’ book The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. In the book Lewis pictures Jesus as a lion named Aslan. When one of the children in the book finds out that she is going to meet this powerful lion, she is understandably nervous. She asks, 

“‘Is he — quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion.’ 

‘That you will, dearie, and no mistake,’ said Mrs. Beaver, ‘if there’s anyone who can appear before Aslan without their knees knocking, they’re either braver than most or else just silly.’ 

‘Then he isn’t safe?’ said Lucy. 

‘Safe?’ said Mr. beaver. ‘Don’t you hear what Mrs. Beaver tells you? Who said anything about safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good. He’s the King, I tell you.” (Lewis, C.S. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe. (Collier Books: New York) 1970, p75-76.)

The girl in the story wanted to think of Aslan as a tame lion, but a lion who could be tamed wouldn’t be very powerful would He? Often, we make the same mistake with God. We want to think of Him as tame, when in fact He isn’t. You can’t control God. You can’t predict what He will do. And He is more powerful than you can imagine. But He is good! And this verse tells you that the first step to wisdom is understanding that your knees ought to knock a little bit when you stand in His presence.

Do your knees ever knock when you think about God, when you pray, when you worship? I’m not saying that fear is the only emotion you should feel towards God. We know that can’t be true, because the greatest commandment in all Scripture isn’t that you should fear God but that you should love Him. And yet… you are also commanded to fear Him.So, make sure you “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind,” (Matthew 22:37) but don’t forget to keep that love holy by mixing in a healthy dose of the fear, respect and awe that He deserves as well.

Unrestrained Worship & Extravagant Love

While he was in Bethany, reclining at the table in the home of Simon the Leper, a woman came with an alabaster jar of very expensive perfume, made of pure nard. She broke the jar and poured the perfume on his head.

Mark 14:3

Verse five tells us that this perfume was estimated to be worth a year’s wages for a day laborer. Jesus and His disciples were itinerant preachers. They lived hand to mouth. They had very little money. They lived among and ministered to the poor. And this woman breaks a jar of this extremely expensive perfume and pours it ALL out on Jesus. That is a year’s wages running down Jesus’ head and beard and on His feet. No one can believe what they have just witnessed. It seems a terrible waste to them. So, they rebuke the woman harshly for doing something that frankly seems stupid to them.

But our love and adoration and worship of God shouldn’t be measured or frugal or restrained. They should be extravagant! Love is sometimes wasteful! And some of us are just too functional for our own good. 

Romantic love is often expressed best through generosity and sacrifice and grand gestures… not through careful moderation or restraint or by making sure to avoid waste at all costs. And the same is true of worship. You ought to express your love and adoration and worship of God in big ways as well. There are no prizes in Heaven for making sure you don’t go too far in your love for Jesus. There's no crown for the person who worships God the most moderately and frugally, who manages to avoid extravagance in their worship at every turn.

The greatest commandment isn’t “Love the Lord thy God as responsibly and reasonably as possible. And never do anything out of your love for God that might seem extravagant to the people around you.” No! The Greatest Commandment is “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and all your soul and all your mind and all your strength.” That sounds a bit extravagant by definition to me.

So, don’t be too functional or restrained in your relationship with God. And don’t worry about what other people think about your worship.